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          Metric pass korilu, second division pai, Chaharot goi pohar bohut iccha asil, kintu porikhar folafol siman val nuhuat usoror higher secondary school’te nam logabo logia hol. Dada pohat suka aasil, aagor bosor HS pas kori medical pohibole goise. Ghorot maa, deuta, aaita aru moi.. deutai zila sadarot (won’t name d town or district) sarkari bisoya hisape kam korisil. Amar ghoror pora deutar office prai 10-12 kilometer man hobo. Deuta town’t nathakisil.. office’r pora teu ekhon gari paisil aru ejon driver. Saie deutai ghoror porai aha jua korisil..

          Moi notun koi higher secondary’t nam logalu, aai khon school moi 10 loike poha school khon nohoi.. aami poha khon balika vidyaloy (girls High School)  aasil. Notun school khonot lora suali sokoluke sohopathi rupe paisilu. Notun school; goi val lagisil. Tetia moi ejoni sokut loga gabhoru, uthon buku, ujjal gar boron.. morom loga suali.. lora buror saoni,dhemali, aru aakorshan aie bur upobhog kori val lagisil..  Muk sai somoyotei dujon senior lorai premor prastab disil.. etimodhye purushor lingor suad pua ejoni “lingo-khadika” hisape mur vitorot lukai thoka dusto suali jonie sai prem–prastab kitar eta holeu sohojei swikar kori lobo lagisil.. Kintu mur monot tetia ene eta bhab aasil je.. Pilinga lora buror logot prem kori somoy oposoy kori eku lav nai.. moi uchhaykangkhi (ambitious) suali asilu, logot poha lorar logot prem korile aru pasot biya hole mur aai uchho akangkhya bur puron nohobo buli bhabisilu. Mur danger officer, doctor, engineer’r logot biya huar habiyas sorure porai aasil. Dekhat dhuniya hua babe moi okonman garbito mane ahangkariu aasilu.. vabisilu  “Jauno–karmo korile pehar logotei korim aru biya huar pasot mur swamir logot he korim”..  sai babei prem prastab bur moi pratyakhan korisilu.. Ji ki nohouk moi school goi thaku, nityo noimitik jibon.. logor lora suali buror logot furti koru , hahi dhemalire vora jibon asil mur. Iman khiniloike mur jibon jikunu ejoni sadharon sualir dorei aasil.. Odyopi mur jauno basona kintu nuhua hoi jua nasile.. saibuli kamona – basona tu jetiai tetiai jote-tote soritartho koribo nuari ! Moi agotei koisu moi nije attma-moithun kori bhal napaisilu, bohut sualie henu junit aanguli sumuai atma-sonthusti lav kore.. moi nokoru.. kom boyosot purushor motoha lingor khuson khua tiruta buror sage enekuai obosta hoi. Moiu sai srenire tiruta buli koleu bhul nohobo. Mur junir pir-pironi besi hoisil thik mahekiya huar pasot ek saptah man.. lahe lahe komi jai akou pasor mahot pir-pironi hoi... Pehar kotha monot pore…bhabu.. akou ketia teuk log pam.. junir pir-pironi marim.. Ketiaba enekua lagisil; lingor khuson nalage kunu purushe jodi mur juni khon suhi dile heten moi tatei bohut sakah palu heten.. mur dore basonat sot fotai thoka suali  asene baru? Juni selekabole aru suhabole utrawaol hoi thake !..   enedorei prai 6 mah man par hoi goisil.. moi kunu puroshor sango bisari hahakaru kora nasilu.. Edin subidha nije nijei aahisil.. moiu sai subidhakei lou nolou koi okonman aag bhag lolu, aru mur jibonole aahil mur jaubonor drwitio jon purush..

Amar ghor tu jothestho dangor old-model’r assam type ghor aasil.  Ghoror aagfalor eta kuthat deuta aru aan eta kuthat aaita thakisil.. tar pasot vitoror kutha burot maar suoni kutha aru aan aan kutha bur asil, maa aru deutak ami bohut sorure porai beleg beleg koi sua dekhisu.. majot digholia coridore aru kaibatau soru dangor kutha asil. Koka deutar dinor ghor.. bor aahol bohol koi sajisil.. ghor tur sehor fale eta kuthat moi suisilu.. moi poha sunau tate korisilu.. ekebare sehot mane mur kuthatur pasotei dadar kuthatu.. aami okole subo pora huar porai nijor nijor kuthat suisilu,pohisilu. Aalohi dulohi aahileu amar ghorot thakiboloi asubidha nohoisil.. Amar ghorot tetia sanglogno hoi thoka (attached) prosab-paikhana korar bybosta nasil.  Coridoror sehot pas falor varanda khon .. varanda khon par hoi he latrine-bathroom. Varandar ekaase soru kutha eta asil.. ekebare soru nohoi.. aagote saitu room store rom hisape bybohar hoisil. Kintu deutai ghorot thaki sakori korar babe deutar driver jonok thakiboloi eta room’r dorkar hol. Tetia sai room tu ke aajorai thakibole dia hol.

Deutar driver Gokul, nam tu okonman solai disu, gokul tetia prai 30-35 bosoria safal deka, Si bihari samprodayor manuh asil, biya baru patise jodiu tar poriyal logot nathake, ghoiniyek aru lora suali mak deutakor logot gaot thake, maje somoye si ghoroloi jai. Gokul deutar khub biswahi driver asil. Saie deutai tak amar ghorote thoka-khuar bybostha koriu disil. Dinot deutar logot gari loi si ulai jai aru sandhya akou ubhoti ahe. Maai vat pani die, kintu si alop laj kuria sobhabor hua babe ketiau amar logot bohi vat nakhaisil, sodai kahi bati ni nijor soru room tut sumai vat khai akou nijei kahi bati dhui thoi disil. Dada aru moi tak gokul vaiya buli matisilu. Amar duitake si somih kori solisil..

Edinakhon ratir kotha, rati prai 11 ta man bajisil, moi poha suna samori suboloi thik korisu, suar aagote ebar prosab kori ahu, coridoror duar khon khuli bahiroloi ulalu, toilet jau buli, dekhilu gokulor room’t light joli ase, Moi monote bhabilu aai tue iman rati light jolai ki kori ase?  tar room tur duar khon kathor ek-potia duar, kintu bohut dinor purona duar babe tokta dusotar majot eta khin fak hoi thakisil. Moi koutohol bosoto aagbahi goi duaror jolongatuedi vitoroloi jumi salu, dekhilu si bisona khonot upor muakoi sui kiba magazine ekhon pohi ase.. tar mukh khon magazine khone aanr kori dhorise, pindhonot eta ganjee aru ekhon aathu loike pora gamusa.. magazine khon shastiya hindi magazine jen lagisil,, val koi monibo nuarilu.. magazine pohi si gamusar uporote tar lingtu maje maje muhari die.. moi dhoribo parilu si sage kiba jauno-gondhi magazine sai ase.. bhabilu si aai khon pohi lingotu uliai sage hasto moithun koribo! Moi lingo tu dekhar aasat 10-15 minute man tenedorei jumi thakilu.. nai bandor tue gamusa khon aatorai nidie.. rati besi somoy varandat thakiboloi val nalagil.. saie prosab kori aahi sui thakiluhi. Mur kintu koutohol kaibatau hol.. Prothom kotha; si ki magazine pohise ?.. sex’r kitap neki? Kitap khon pohi si hasto moithun koribo neki? Tar lingo tu kiman dangor.. ityadi sinta bur mur monole aahil..

Dinot gokul deutar logot office’loi jai, tar room tu enei jopai thoi jai, lock nokore, moi pasdina school’r pora aahiei abeli porot tar room tu khuli salu.. kitap magazine kot thoise? Sai boyosot jetia internet mobile eku nasil, jauno-gandhi magazine adiu sohoje pua nogoisil, saie gokulor kitap kai khon hostogot koratu mur eta dangor mission hoi porisil.. tar room tu moi tanno tanno koi talash korilu, room tut ekhon bisona asil, ekhon rack aru soki (chair) ekhon, rack khonot tar duta man bag asil, kapur kani bur rosi edal bandhi ulomai rakhisil. Tar bag duta khuli suar bade moi sob jaga, bisonar tushokor tol ityadi talash koriu eku napalu, bag khulibole sot nogol. montu khu-duai thakil. Rati akou 10.30 manot bahiroloi ulalu. Tar room’t ajiu light joli aasil, Gokulor room’r duaror jolongai di akou jumi salu, ghoror sob manuh nih:pali dilsil, dada tetia hostle’t aasil. Moi dekhilu aajiu  tenekua magazine ekhon loi si pohi asil. Ekei pindhon.. saidina mur bhagya alop val aasil.. era si kitap khon epakot thoi pindhi thoka gamusa khon okonman side kori lingo tu hatere uliale.. eta kola kis kisia lingo.. sompurnokoi sphit hua nai kintu tothapiu jothestho lomba jen lagisil.. tar lingo tu dekhi mur juni khon vijibole dhorisil.. usoror pora saboloi aru dhoribloi he mon goisil. Gokule lingor mundi tu pitiki kiba nirikkhon kori aasil. Moi bhabilu si sage etia hosto moithun koribo.. saitu dekhar asat moi roi thakilu.. hothat si bisonar pora jhap mari uthil,.. bahiroloi jaboloi duar khonor fale aag bahi aaha jen lagil.. moiu eke daure ubhoti coridoror vitor sumalu. Gokul prosab kori ahi sui thakil. Si sage light off kori hosto moithun koribo!.

Tar pasor dina moi school’r pora aahi akou tar room’t sumalu. Aaibar sotota bad di sidhai tar bag tu khulilu.. thikei moi ebarote kaibakhonu kitap pai golu. Mur salwarr’r top tur vitorot kitap kai khon lukuai loi anilu. Rati baki poha suna bad di gokulor jauno Gandhi magazine pohat lagilu. Hindi pohibo paru.. prothom bar tenekua kahini pohibole pai mur junir pir-pironi besi hoisil.. ekhonot nari-puroshor sambhog kora photu u aasil.. rati iman sot-fotoni hoisil je moi upai napai skirt tu dangi bisonat upor muake sui vori dukhon boholai meli junit aanguli sumuai ulua sumua koribole dhorilu.. oohu.. mur santhoosti aaha nasil.. ebar uthi goi tabulor pora ball-pen etake aani junit sumuai moithun koribole lolu.. nai eku val nalage.. khongote pen tu doliai moi huk hukai kandi pelaisilu.. pehar vakunda lingotu loi monot porisil.. aah muk je ki sukh disil.. purushor lingor khusonor soman sukh eku nai.. eta lingor khubei proyojon hoisil muk.. gokulor kola kis-kisia magur mas tur dore lingo pator kothau monoloi aahisil.. moi bhabilu eneke thakibo logia hole moi alop dinor pasot bolia hoi jam,, kiba eta kori gokulor sai dalokei hasil koribo laagibo..tar babe moi olpo tolole namibo logia holeu namim.

Pis dina Gokulok puai bor chintito jen laagil. Rati sage kitap bur napai si bor voi khaise , tar gupon rohosyo fadil hol buli, beserai kaku eku sudhibou nuare. Mur tar mukh khon sai bor aamej lagisil. Ghorot bostu khusoribo pora manuh buliboloi moiei mathu, maa aru aaitai tu tar bag khuli kitap nibisaregoi, dui ebar si mur fale sandehor dristire sai, kintu sokue sokue porile alop laju kore.. Gokul eta pahuaal deka lora tetia, kom boyosot biya pata babe lora-suali ehal ase, tar ghoiniyek jonir photo amak dekhuaise , ghoiniyek tar soman kola noholeu mitha boronia, dekhiboloi beya nohoi, Biya patiu ghoiniyek logot nothokat beserar jauno aasokti bur sage enekoie kitap pohi aru hasto-moithun kori nribitti korisil.. Amar ghorot jua dui bosore thakar pasotu gokulor proti ketiau bisheh mon korai naasilu, ukhoi prai 5ft 10” man hobo, pesi bohul hat-vori, kolaphul, bahu sokulute pahuaal mota manuhor sin su-spostha. Tar gar boron tu boga hua hole Hindi cinemar hero ba advertise kora model hobo parile hoi, thik kalpana korile Akshay Kumar’r black edition.

Etimodhoye gokulor kola magur mas tur dore lingo tu dekha pai mur monot dusto buddhi khelaisilei.. tak paboloi mui upai uliuar kotha bhabilu, usoror pora liriki bidari saboloi aru saiture mur juni khonot khuson loboloi khub mon goisil,  bhaba motei kam, Sai dina rati sob khai boi suboloi gol, moi hatot sare .. vorit sare mur room tur pora ulalu, mur room’r light numuai duar khon kop-kopiakoi jopai pas falor verandah paluhi, sadharonote rati ebar suar poasot maa deuta bahiroloi aru najai. Dekhilu gokulor room’r light off kori thua ase, moi goi duarot lahe lahe knock korilu, tar tuponi aha nasil sage, fotok kore mat dile, kaun? Moi kolu …… (moi) darwaja kholo gokul vaiya. Si vitoror light tu jolai duar khon khuli dile, kya hua? Moi tak thela eta mari vitoroloi sumalu, si aasorit hoi goisil, mur mukhor fale bengar dore sai aasil. Tar pindhonot aagor dorei eta ganjee aru suti gamusa ekhon. Moi top aru skirt eta pindhi goisilu, vitorot eku antarbas (bra-panty) nasil, .. ichha koriei sob khuli ahisu, aaibar moi chikar korim, chikari saju hoi aahisilu. Duar khon moi nije huk logai dilu, si bheba lagi sai thakil. Aaibar top tur tolor pora kitap kai khon uliai tak kolu; tumahara kitap lautane aaiahu.

Gokul: Ji..

Moi: Yeh tumahara hi kitap hai na?

Gokul: Ji ..Ji ha.. (si birat laj korisele)

Moi: Padhtei ho.. aur padhke kya karte ho..?.

Gokul: ……. Ji

Moi: Arye bhai..Padhneke bad kya korte ho ?

Gokul: Kuch nahi.. aaisehi…

Moi: Padhnese tumahara sex uth ta hey na….aur tumhara bibi bhi sath nahi.. isliye puch raha hu.. kya karte ho.?.

Gokulor obosta “fat dia bosumoti-patale lukau” dhoronor hoisil. Si lajote mori jau jen hoisil.. moiu tak jera kori aasilu. Aage pise mur logot kotha patileu bohut kom ke pate.. tar sahabor suali babe muk somih koriu sole, jodiu boyosot sage 15 bosor manor moi soru hou. Aaji moi shikar koriboloike aahisu, gotike sohoje tak eri diar iccha nasil.. akou sudhilu..

Hat se korte ho kya? Moi purushok hasto-moithun kora aagote dekha nai, pehai sikai disil keneke purushe hasto moithun kori santhoosti lovey, ebar sabole mon goisil.. Hoine kunuba narir ene iccha.. purushor hasto moithun kora saboloi iccha..! Enekua dhoronor eta interesting ghotona ase, moi pasot likhim baru..

          Gokul mur sanmukhot thio hoi ase, moi tar hatot kitap kaikhon di aag bahi golu, si ekhuj pisuai gol.. moi kolu tumhara woh dikhao to... kaisa hey.. tar gamusa khonor fale hat khon meli aag bahi golu.. si pisuai goi bisonat bohi poril… Si Kole tum kya kar rahe ho.. marwogey kya.. sahib ko pata chalega to mera jan le lega.. Moi kolu; mey kya kor raha hu.. tum bas ekbar dikha do.. please.. Moi goi tar kasote bisona khonot bohi golu.. Si voiatur dhoronere mur mukhor fale ebar bukur fale ebar sai.. gamusa khon ekhon hatere dhori ase.. Moi hat khonere tar gamusa khon tan mari khulibolei sestha korilu, si kunumote samori mur pora okonman aatori gol.. Moi kolu..Dekho gokul bhaiya.. Mujhey bos ekbar dikha do .. tum hat sey pani kaise nikaltey ho woh sirf ekbar dekhna hey..  mey bhi tumhe kuch dikhaungi.... Gokule mur kotha suni ki korim ki nokorim hoisil.. muk kole tum pagal ho goyi ho kya .. kya bol rahi ho?  Moi kolu; ha mey thodisi pagal ho gayi hu.. tumahara … woh ekbar dikha do.. moi nera nepera koi tar pasot lagilu..   Moi dekhilu enekoi kam nohobo, moiei kiba eta koribo lagibo.. Moi kolu; Gokul vaiya yeh dekho.. Aibuli koi moi lahekoi mur top tu uporole dangi piyah kita tar aagot okon okon ke udongai dilu.. Ejoni jibonto 16 bosoriya gabhorur niputol makhonor dore boga, sphit piyah, duta badami boronor dugdha-ganthi (nipples) jen almond’r guti, saia dekhi biswamitra wrishiru toposya bhangga hoi jabo.. Gokul nu kaun sa wrishi.. tar luvoniyo dristi sokue mukhe jiliki uthisil.. ebar mur piyah duta aru  ebar si mur mukhole sai.. tar luv lukuabo pora nasil.. si gamusar uporote lingo tu hesi dhori aasil.. moi akou ebar sestha korilu tar gamusu khon taniboloi .. aibar tar aapotti alop komi gol.. moi lahekoi gamusa khon dangi tar lingotu dekhilu.. eta sui thoka magur mas he jen . jibonto prani etar dorei si gatu lorai jen sar pai uthibo.. okon okon koi gatu tongai gokulor lingo tu fuli dangor hobo dhorile.. ekdom kola.. sal khon light’r puhorot jiliki sik-mikai aasil. Pehar lingtur kotha sat ke monot pori gol.. pehar tu badami rongor aasil aru mundi tu kath-phular dore sepeta mosto eta aasil. Mundir sal khon tani dile ronga tejal aag tu ulai goisil.. gokulor tu kola aru lomba aasil.. tar munditur uporot sal nasilei.. sorutei henu kiba bemar huat muslim lorar dore sunnot kori dile.. mundi tu u kola.. aru gutei lingotur gat sira bur (nerves) bur prokot hoi aasil.. mundi tu latum etar dore junga.. kola-podum fulor koli eta jen lagisil.. moi gamusar major pora uliai hatere sui salu.. gokulor gatu jikar khai gol.. Si kole.. tum yaha se jao.. sir –baideu ko malum hoga to hum dono ko goli mar dega.. Mur khong uthi gol.. Gali pari kolu; mey tumse shadi korungi kya? Tumhara to ghor mey bibi bhi hey.. aur itney rat ko kisko kya malum hoga.. tum ja ke batauogey .? Tar aasolete voiu lagisil aru jauno aasoktiu hoisil.. saie tar lingo tu lahe lahe ton-tonia hobole dhorisil. Moi hatere lingotu pitiki salu.. sal khon birat nimoj.. si aru badha dia nai.. tak kolu; mera dudh shu ke dekho.. kuch nahi hoga.. mur jen anumotiloihe roi asil.. ekhon bolishtho porushor hat.. si mur piyah duta pitikiboloi dhorile.. ekdom pakoit manuhor dore kumol koi tipi tipi dughdho ganthi duta aangulire pihi disil.. mur almond guti duta.. makhon boga piyah... makhonor uporot hengulia rongor nayan tora phulor pahi, phulor pahit jen sojai thoise duta almond’r guti.. iphale mur piyah duta suboloi pai tar lingotue fet tula sapor dore aru mosto aakar dharon korile.. moi thio lingo tu hatere moithun kori diu buli muthi mari dhorilu… kintu muthi marutei kiba aatha aatha jen lagisil.. tar fale soku pokai sudhilu; Sachh bolo tu.. kya tumne thodi der pehle isse pani nikala tha ? Si thot mot khai kole.. ji… Tum bohut ganda ho.. pani nikal ke dho nahi sakte ho.. itna ganda kor ke rakhte ho.. tar lingor sariukaase kekura kekura kesh.. kola ghon.. ketiau kotai nai hobola.. Moi akou kolu.. yeh sab saf nahi kor sakte ho?.. Moi hepah kori jua lingo tuloi okonman ghin lagi goisil.. bhabilu aaitur logot aji khusoni namaru. Moi tar lingotur pora hat eruai dilu... Bhabilu beleg eta kam kora jaouk.. Tak kolu;.. meri “chut” (sabdo tu hindi magazine pohi sikisilu) dekhogi.?. si eku namatile.. Moi kolu; tum niche jamin por baitho.. Gokule letera lingo tur babe laj pai mur piyah dutar pora itimodhye tar hat khon aatorai nisilei. moiu mur top tu nomai dilu. Moi kuar dore si susuk samak koi mojialoi nami aahil. Aaibar moi bisonar uporole mur dui khon vori uthai skirt tu kokalor uporoli dangi dilu.. mur vori dukhon bohol koi meli rosal juni khon gokulor sokur aagot udongai dilu.. si mojiat bohi aasil.. soku kita tor tor ke meli ebar mur juni khonole aru ebar mur mukhole sai aasil..  Juni khon ekdom sikun hoi asil, edalu kesh nai.. etukura pau rutir dore fuli ufondi thoka juni.. muk kha - muk kha kori thoka juni.. majote jen kotarire mihi aans edal tani jen dufal kori thoise.. luvoniyo juni.. mu kumol juni upotyaka.. moi sodaiei juni khon saf-sikun koi rakhu .. nimoj hoi thakile mur nijorei morom lagi jai.. mur juni khon dekhile ji kunu puroshor ekamur mariboloi mon jaboi.. Mur sohure etiau koi tumar pitha khon (juni khonok teu pitha buli koi) ajiu 16 bosoria gabhoru jen lage.. piyah aru pet tu he henu puhari tirutar dore hoise.. juni khon bule soru hoieie thakil.. Sai babei moi aaji loike sambhog kora protijon purushoke mur juni khon khuaisu.. Gokulok kolu; shu ke dekho.. moi kuar loge loge si aahi thik mur dui vorir tolot mojiat bohi juni khon aalfule sui sale.. junir nimoj upotyoka khonot hat furai si moi nukuakoie tar torjjoni anguli tu junit sumuai dile, prothome adha.. mur mukhole sale.. moi hahi eta mari tak akou ingit dilu.. aibar anguli tu gutei sumuai dile.. tar motoha aanguli tu sumai jaute birat moja laagisil.. mur junir rosere aanguli tu bhiji goisil.. aanguli tu dui tini bar ulua –sumua kori akou mur mukhole sale.. aamejot soku mudi disilu.. aaibar si ekeloge duta aanguli vorai tol-upor korat laagil.. moi ashput vasare kolu… jor jor se maro.. Mur utsah pai siu jur ke aanguli mariboloi dhorile.. prai 5 minute man.. moi soku meli tak kolu.. Gokul vaiya.. iss mey modhu hey.. thoda saakh ke dekho na.. mujhe bohut accha lagega.. Gokule aanguli duta uliai tar mukhot sumuai ros bur suhi sale.. mur kothatu si sage val ke buja naasil.. moi kolu aaisey nahi.. tum mere chut me muh aur jeev lagake sakho na.. moi letu setu hoi goisilu.. Gokule loge loge mur junit mukh di uburi khai poril.. ekdom pakoit (expert) kheluior dore gokul mojiat aathu kahi mur juni khon suhibole dhorile.. uthere kamuri jen junir pahi duta singi pelabo.. jiva vorai jivare moithun koribole dhorile.. nai mur vori meli bohi thokar dhorjya herai goisil , pas fale hatot bheja di hauli golu.. aru dui minute’t moi pithir bhorot sui porilu.. skirt tu kokaloloike ujai thua aasil.. mur junit mukh moithun kori gokulu eta bonyo poshu hoi goisil.. khaboloi nupua eta bonoria prani…si jen sasakei ekhon mou sakot mukh guji mou khai aasil... Moi aamejot soku mudi tar sulit aaguli bulai morom koriboloi dhorilu.. bohut somoy si junir pani khohai thakil…  Hothat ebar tar mukh khon aatori jua hen palu.. moi soku jopaiei pori aasu.. mel khua dui vori.. mur unmukto juni.. moi soku melar aagotei gokule thio hoi mur junir mukhot tar ehat man lomba lingo tu sthapon korisil.. moi bhabisilu aaji tar dwara mukh-moithun koruaaiei jam goi.. tar lingo tu letera hoi aase.. aiture sambhog nokorau.. kintu bhaba kotha bhabatei thakil..  mur junit si lingo tu hesi sumuai dile.. mur anumotiloi bat nasale, moiu badha diar kotha aru nabhabilu.. tak usotai moi eri gole val nohobo… Si jur di lingo tu aadha man sumuale.. aah val lagi goisil.. bohut din.. prai 9 mah aagotei sambhog korisilu.. gokule lingo sanchalon thio hoiei koribole dhorile.. ebar bhabilu ei tu pehar dore petua nohoi.. si kio thio hoi korise..?.. tar gutei lingotu tetialoike mur juni gahborot sumuai nasil.. Gokule goti khor koribo dhorile.. Hothat si mur vori dukhon dangi uthai lole.. mane ekebare tar bahut uthai lole,, oo wau.. eta notun kitip.. vori bahur uporot uthai si hauli aahi tar aathu duta mur topinar dui kase bisonat uthai muk mutukai loi sambhog koribole dhorile.. tar numal korongonere mur nimoj korongonor vitor fale hesi muk meriai loisil. Mur nijor aathu duta aahi piyah dutar uporot lagisihil.. tetia mur kokal ekdom lahi aru petot okonu med (fats) nasil.. saiehe si oti sohojei mur vori dukhon bahut uthai muk meriai pelaisil.. tar gar bhor tu mur korongon aru tol petot porisil.. Gokulor gutei lingo tu tetia mur junir vitorot sampoorno koi sumai gol ..mur pet paisilgoi... si tenekoie 10 minute man thikse lingo sanchalon korile .. Moi kekai pelaisilu.. eta pahual dekar bhimor godar dore lingor durontu khundon.. tar gar somosto var kokalole ahi goisil.. gokul ekdom khati bihari asil. Bihari bure henu maiki burok bor beyake sambhog kore.. mane bihari motar durbol tirutar jan ulai jabo pare henu. moiu saidina proman palu.. Moi bhabilu .. enekoi korile mur kokal vangi jabo dekhun.. Tak kabou korilu;.. aaisey mot koro pliz.. accha se bistor par leta ke koro..pliz mera kamar tut jayega.. Moi chikar korim buli aahi nijei chikar hoi golu.. Mur kotha suni gokul okonman santo hol. Si muk bisonate sidhake ghurai dile..tar garu tur uporot suai lole.. mur deh tu ghuraute siu ekeloge ghurisil.. mane lingotu mur junir pora nuluakoie si muk ghurai vori dukhon boholai meli mur dui vorir majot tar kokalor tol bhag sumuai lole.. aibar ekdom mur gar uporot uburi hoi topina dangi lingor brihot khuson diboloi dhorile.. Gokul ukho lora aasil. Vori dukhon lomba.. saie si topina uthai jetia khus mare bohut uporor pora aahi mur junir ekdom vitorot lagehi.. garbhot .. Epah boga gulapot eta kola bhumura.. mur makhonor dore boga juni pahot tar magur masor dore kola lingo tu fosok-fosok kori ulua sumua kori thakil.. moi ebar mur tuli tar lingor khanan karjyo saboloi sestha korilu.. enekua lagisil. Edal kola sap gat etat mukh sumuai khut marise aru mukh uliai aanise.. mur boga rosal kumol gabhoru juni khon pai gokule topina dangi … ki kom.. mane muk “brahmo sudon” disile.  si kobo nuara hoi goisil.. ghoiniyekor bade si aru karu logotei sambhog kora nai henu.. kintu si mur junit lingo sumuaotei henu gom paisil.. moi je karubar logot agoteu korisu.. muk edin sudhisil.. moi kolu.. Tum aapna kam sey motlob rakho.. tar pasot nusudha hol.. Gokule mur top tu akou dangi mur piyah kita pitikiboi dhorile.. iphale sambhog aru aan fale piyah mardan.. ebar jur ke kamuriu dile.. kaibadinoloiu piyahot tar dator dag bohi aasil.. si eta osur hoi goisil.. moi dekhilu aaitue ji gotit lingo marise alop pasotei brijyo tyag koribo.. mur tetia he voi lagil.. era… mur “safe-time” nohoi.. moi dekhun garbho dharon korim, mur pet fulai dibo aai okora tue. kunu mote mat tu uliai tak kolu.. Gokul vaiya .. pliz paani mere andar mat chorna.. mey maa ban jaungi.. nai mur kothale tar vukherp ai nai.. eta automatic machine gun’r dore lingo solaise si.. akou kolu, ..sun rahey ho na.. paani andar mot dalo..  si eku uttar nidile.. khor khor ke ghonai ghonai suti suti ke khus marisil si.. tar brijyo andakoshar pora ulai lingor aag paisil hi.. aru dui minute,  tar ekdom ulaboi hoisile.. kunumote lingo tu uliai thik mur tol pet aru navir uporote brijyo bur eri dile.. ooh rakhya.. moi bohut dinor pasot eta mokhona lingor khuson khai bhagori porisilu.. gokule tar gamusa khoneri brijyo khini mosi pelale.. moi lahe lahe bisonat bohi uthi top aru skirt tu thik kori lolu.. Tak sudhilu ..

“Gokul vaiya kaisa  laga?”

Mur kothar uttor nide si muk kole;

“ Tum mujhey vaiya mat bulau.”.

Moi kolu; kyu? Mujhey tumse shadi thodey karna hey..vaiya ho yah chaiya.. kya farrak parta hey .. aur suno .. mey kal phir aaungi.. tum yeh sob bal saf karke aur apna hathiyar achhi tarah se dho ke rakhna.. ho soke to town se nirodh bhi leke aana..(sai somoyot condom buliboloi aami nirodh tuke sini paisilu) Aai buli koi moi sup sap tar room’r pora ulalu..

          Gokulor room’r pora uluar pasot he bhabilu.. aami light joliaei iman somoye jauno-kelit lipto asilu.. kunubai jodi aahi dekha hole.. mur tetia he hus aahisil..  nai alop sabodhan hobo lagibo.. deutaloi mur khub voi lagisil.. nijoke bujalu.. nai aru ketiau tar room’loi najau.. aajiei aahilu.. Dhora porile nigome morim..

          Pis dina sandhya gokul deutar logot officer pora ahar pasot moi tar mukha – mukhi noholuei.. moi polaion badi hoi porilu.. kintu tar kando karkhana bur mone mone sai thakilu.. rati vat pani khuar pasot gokul akou ebar bath room’t sumal.. deutai sudhisilei; kya hua gokul, pet kharab hey kya? si kole ji nahi.. garmi jyada laga hey.. mur anuman hol si sage saf-sikun hobooiei akou ga dhuboloi goise.. moi vat paani khai room’t suboloi loi chinta korilu.. besera tue bor aasare bat sai aase sage.. si baru town’r pora nirodhu anise neki? .. nai moi najau.. aaitu abhyash hoi gole edin dhora pori duitai morim.. birat risky karbar.. najau buli subolei loutei akou tar mukh khonolei monot pori beya laagil.. moi kuar dore si mur juni suhi disil.. moi kuar dore mur kosto nuhuakoi muk sambhog korisil.. brijyo khiniu mur junit pelua naasil.. situ eku obadhyo hua nai.. bos ebar aaji jau aru, aaibar tak najau buli koi aahim.. mon tu mur akou durbol hoi gol..